Speechless

All I can say is that God is faithful. This week I've had some issues that brought doubts to my head in different areas and God has reassured me in not one, not two...but many ways that He has my back and that it is all in His timing. His timing is perfect, even if we can't understand right now. I was amazed at how many times in one day God revealed Himself to me telling me how much He loves me and is looking out for me. It is so nice to know that God is right there behind you supporting you and loving you each and every step of the way. How amazing is our God!!!

On a side note, school has been going well for me. I have been studying VERY hard (as Allen will agree since I don't see him all that much), but it has paid off because this week I got A's on both tests (two different classes). It is nice to see that hard work pays off. Although, I definitely know that it was not all me in those tests, but God with me. I definitely give Him ALL the credit.

Allen is doing well also. He is keeping busy with soccer. His middle team will be done in three weeks, while his highschool aged team will be done in about a month and a half. Teaching is going well and we're hoping and praying that he finds another part time job for the mornings. He has been great while I've been studying, supporting me and being there when I just need him to hold me, take a break with me, or make me laugh. I am very lucky to have such an amazing, compassionate, sensitive husband.

Well, that's about it for today. On monday, in lab, I get to cut into the skull and remove the brain (very cool!). (I know that wasn't really relevant--I just think it is exciting.) Have a great day everyone and rest in God's peace, love, and grace!

In love, Erin

Bifid spinous process

Things have went well this week. I am working hard studying all the time, but not that stressed about it because I know God is with me every step of the way and also, I have confidence in my abilities (through Christ). It's amazing the peace that God can bring when you just trust Him! (who would have thought right?)

Allen is also doing well. He's been keeping busy with soccer and school. He also started being a small group leader for the 5th and 6th graders at church and is starting to get involved in Element (the Friday night youth outreach). I am very proud of him and excited to see where God takes him.

Well, that's it for now! I need to get back to studying...as you can (or can't ) tell from the post, I'm studying the back in advanced anatomy. (and pretty much EVERYTHING having to do with the back). But I love it! See you soon!

In love, Erin

My fortress, My Deliverer

Sometimes (ok, a lot of times) I tend to get stressed out very easily and have panick attacks. Obviously, with school starting, I have already had a few. With continual prayer of letting go of my control and reliquishing Satan, I will, however, overcome. I have found a couple of verses that are my weapons agains Satan when he is attacking me.

"I will love you, O Lord, my strength. The Lord is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer; My God, my strength, in whom I will trust. My shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. I will call upon the Lord, who is worthy of praise, so shall I be saved from my enemies." Psalms 18:1-3

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths." Proverbs 3:5-6

This is an everday battle for me, so I would appreciate any and every prayers for me. I am learning to truly let go completely and trusting in God fully.

In Love, Erin

...And the madness begins

Today was the official start of the crazy busy schedule in Allen and I's lives. He officially started school today and I had my first class today. Our schedules are pretty crazy. I'm thinking that my rear end will probably be perfectly formed to my desk chair in the next coming weeks with the all of the studying that is going to be put in. Even though this may seem pessimistic, I am really excited to finally be learning topics that I am so passionate about. That actually makes it fun, if you can believe it. =)

This week, Allen has a couple of soccer games to coach and a full week of teaching. I'm sure he's already looking forward to the weekend. (like everyone does!)

Well, guess what? Time for me to get back to hitting the books! Pathophysiology is calling my name!

In love, Erin