Strange feeling

So I suppose many mothers feel like this...

So two people that I know have just recently given birth to beautiful little babies (and my sister-in-law is soon!). Now, I know that I do not want to get pregnant right now because 1) I'd like to get my body back to normal for a little bit and feel healthy and skinny again for a little while. But....seeing all of these babies makes me want to have a baby again, to experience a newborn again, to snuggle a tiny one again. Now, Sky may only be 9 mo, but he is such a big boy! I can't believe it. I just know he is going to be walking before I know it.

It's just weird to be pulled two in directions. I know my head will win out in the end because I don't want to complicate school more than it already is...but still. =) So, I will still say no to the small desire begining in my heart....but eventually, Sky will have a lil bro or sis. I promise.

Ok...just wanted to share that thought. I have to go work on a assignment for school now. See ya!